long tym nv update ler...yes hi...today hv sec1 registration...did facilitating...facilitator mah...is wher u sit down observe wats wrong n hint the main comm n let them solve it..hais...but thing were running too fast tat the main comm were not even aware n theres no tym for them to start slowly walk from their HQ to the place wher problem hv started..therefore being ther i hv to solve it for them...i had my manpower...the mentors..but the main comm dun hv manpower n dunno how to distribe n start using the mentors.mi doreen n the mentors were everywher ard the sch observin solving problems while the main comm sit down at the HQ shake legs.they were not aware of wat is happening...i asked them wats is happening n they was not able to ans mi...more over...there were 9 malay n 1 chinese in the main comm..they tok bad abt mi n doreen in malay n started laughin..not one but mani tyms..i noe...in fact we noe..how does it feel to be solving all problem which is equal to running event already and being scolded rite in ur face n laugh,thn they think tat the event is succesful cus they duno wat had happen...tat feeling sux!i hate it...i wan to shout at them...but well i didnt reali do tat...mi n doreen took a bag n a walkie talkie to tch them a lesson let them noe tat HQ shld not be left alone..instead they think we r veri bad...if we dun do tat will they learn?will they admit that they hv done sth wrong?a day of running event n still being able to facilitate?easy?no?maybe?i find it ok...maybe tats life, unfair...lyk wat edmund said.."tats life"hahas ic...its life...i will walk thru it easily...ITS NTH!!!I HV SEEN MORE THN TAT!!!wonder why its red?tats my mood!but ya hahas..still hv edmund supporting mi behide....felt beta...=)after thinking thru...wats tat?nth..nth to mi...i hv done much more thn tat...more insults...more hard work...much more thn anione of them...n tats sth tat they will nv learn...sth tat i get...n is sth for mi to kip for the rest of my life building my character...into a beta miie....its all part of life, part of learning, in the end,my moral,blink an eye its over..n i hv gain more!

signing off..yuqing =)